MY BROTHER, MY TOUGHEST HERO

My brother has been diagnosed to have cancer for few months since last year. I didn't want to share the whole story from how he was diagnosed if I were to tell the story from the beginning till now, . What I want to share here is I love him and I admire his toughness. I have prayed to Buddha for many times, which I hope that I am the one who have cancer but not him.

My brother is obedient to parents, and he has great personalities. He is good in saving money and he is good in taking care of people. In contrast, I am rebellious when I was small. I have bad personalities and I am a big spender. I believe that my brother can take good care of my parents compared to me.

He told me that he is only having 2 wishes to Gods now, either getting well soon or life is quickly taken. I feel sad. He is tough as he said he has abandoned away his fear for death. I have witnessed him to get disappointments for many times, but then he rose again with a different attitude to face with the difficulties. He even told me to take care of myself as I might be the only child left for my parents now. I pray to Buddha, please take away my life instead of my brother. I am gladly to leave the world now if I know my brother will be in good health. Elder brother is supposed to take care of younger brother. Isn't it?

Please have mercy for my brother. He is a good boy. Lastly, I would like to tell my brother, 'Kit, I love you. I am proud to have you as my brother and I wish you to be recovered soon.' Please stay strong with us. We need you to be at our side.

PArt 2~ THe FOOtpRIntS of FRiendship iN UNiverSIti PUTra MALaySIa ^^

After 4 years of studying in Universiti Putra Malaysia (UPM), my university life almost comes to an end.

There were plenty of things happened during these 4 years. There were happiness and sadness, good and bad, expectations and disappointments, loves and fights, moving on and giving up, and so many other things that have intertwined together to make up an interesting chapter in my life.

I will never forget the journey in UPM.

Although it is not easy, I am lucky to have a bunch of friends who accompany me through good and bad. Even though one day we may lose contact, the footprints of friendship will always stay behind
of us.
A special thank to Chin Seng (Charles). I can't imagine university life without you, you are the most wonderful friend that I have met in UPM, from the beginning till the end. Without you, my university life will be so boring, tough and messy. You are kind, sincere, hardworking and helpful. I will never be like you, cause I will never be a good guy like you.
However, your wonderful personality shall carry me a long way in the journey of life on which I am about to embark.

I am also very thankful to Jin Sheng, Fong Wei, Xue Li, Yoke Fan, Pui Man, Shik Wei, and Siew Wen.

Jin Sheng = A perfectionist who is kind and hardworking. Lone ranger sometimes with good temper.

Fong Wei= A sweet girl with good temper. Easy going and funny. Extraordinary punctual. :D

Xue Li  = An independent girl which likes to scold me a lot. Anyway, she is just a sweet girl                after all.

Yoke Fan = Always sound mean but the intention is never truly to be mean.
                    A kind pretty girl.

Pui Man = A pretty girl with such a gentle, considerate and sweet nature.

Shik Wei = A very special girl with complex emotions inside of her.
                   Sweet all the times but not some times. lol

Siew Wen: Kind, easy going and friendly.

You guys also have shown me your wonderfulness as a friend and a coursemate. I am so grateful to have a group of friends in the end of my university life. 

Maybe some days, just some days, when we are tired and lost,  the old memories in UPM will make us smile.

Or maybe some days, we will start hanging out everyday as we have realized that the bond that we share is worth to appreciate and stay with.

Just hope for the best for our life. May the lucks be ever in you guys favor.

 Wonderful friends just like a family.

 My beloved lecturer Dr. Serene Ng Siew Imm and my good team mates.

Shik Wei #A best friend of mine#

Fong Wei from the second right and Sok Houn from the second left.

bIG EVEnTS In tHE YEar~!! PArt 1 ^^

This year is a big year. Lots of meaningful events were happened during May.

The first big thing was the 13th general election on 5th of May. I was so excited to be the first time voter as I believed that this was the responsibility of every Malaysian. However, the 13th general election was differing from previous elections because unexpected chaos and rumors had occurred. I would like to sum up some interesting rumors here:

1. Indelible ink was introduced during this  election but the ink could be easily washed off. This was proven by my uncle and me.

2. There had been a number of reports claiming that government was flying in thousands of foreigners to parts of Malaysia to influence the outcome of the vote in favour of BN. On that day, there were also videos and pictures about the illegal foreigners trying to vote for BN. Many people were trying to protect their electoral districts from this act by safegurding their own electoral districts.

3. There were blackouts during the counting of votes in several electoral districts. Furthermore, people were accusing Election Commission for not remaining neutral in the election as they were accused of helping the government to change the results of several electoral districts. My hometown Bentong was one of the electoral districts which the result was claimed to be manipulated. 

4. The government organized a concert with many Chinese idols in Penang with the purpose of getting IC information from attendants. So, they can register the attendants under BN and prevent them from voting DAP or try to void their votes since Penang is a state with majority Chinese.

5. The 13th general election was won by BN, however Najib Razak ( our prime minister) was not satisfied with the result. Compared to the last general election, BN had lost more supports from the people. Najib Razak even stated that his victofailure* (An unpleasant victory *created by me) was caused by the 'Chinese Tsunami'. He also claimed that Chinese in Malaysia was cheated and used by the opposition. Opposition had told lied to damage the BN's reputation and try to gain supports from the Chinese.

6. So on.

On 8 May, Anwar of PKR led a rally of at least 200,000 black-clad protesters in a football stadium near Kuala Lumpur. He denounced the election as fraudulently stolen. However, I was unable to attend because of my final year project, assignments, tests and presentations. Now Anwar was having rallys in different districts in Malaysia. He was trying to appeal for the re-election. Furthermore, he was planning to bring lawsuits to the court.

Now, this big political issue is prevailing in my country and everyone is talking about it. 

I am so curious to know how this thing goes on.

First Time Voters! We were gorgeous!

We fight We make up We love

Have you guys ever thought of the best way to make up with your lover after a fight?

And What kind of things that your lover do will certainly gain your forgiveness?

Well, I think the best way to 'beg' for my  forgiveness is entering my room when I am not around ( but it's not trying to steal from me ), putting lots of foods and drinks on my table for my breakfast ( bread, Milo, biscuit, Juice, Sweets ), and inside of it there is an letter with sincere apology and touching lines.

You may think that I am just too easy to give out my forgiveness. In fact, I admit I am a person who can't really hate someone for long. As long as he or she asks for my forgiveness, My heart will melt and I will just forgive him or her. However, sometimes I will still hate people from the bottom of my heart if they have gone too far. Don't just every time provoke my feelings and then beg for my forgiveness. You have to know that 'I can forgive but I can't forget'!

So, I think in a relationship there are always fighting,  arguing, and fire burning. The best way to solve the fighting is by giving in. Sometimes you give in to me, sometimes I give in to you. Remember love is built through time. After fighting, love can be even stronger if you don't give up. So try to give in but not to give up.

We fight, We make up, We love,

Then We fight, We make up, We love again.

By this, we have spent our life till the end. 

BrigHT HAppY NEw YeAR 2013 !!!!!!!!!

I welcomed year 2013 by spending a great night with my good friends on 31st of Dec 2012.
I was happy to be with them together for both Christmas and New Year Eve but it was also sad that I didn't have chance to spend these precious moments with other friends. Pity me, I just have too many great and awesome friends. Anyway, I might just suck it up since I don't have any doppelganger or trippleganger to help me fulfilling my dreams.
It was really better than staying alone even though I still have lots of things to study for my final exam. Final exam? Who cares? (I do care, XD)

I think I have no any special wishes for this brand new year, but i know this year is gonna be a life-changing year for me. As I will be graduating in the middle of this year, I will officially become an 'working adult'. This means that It's time for me to earn money, save money, give parts of my money to my parents, pay insurances, pay rental, and bla bla bla.

I just wish to be healthy all the time as my body is gifted by my parents, I don't dare to harm it, and I need a healthy body and mind to fight for more money, lol.

Below are the few things that I think I might be going through this year:
1. Struggling for Final Year Project
2. Graduating from University Putra Malaysia
3. Going vacation with my coursemates or  good friends.
4. Finding a place to move in
5. Getting a job  & adapting to a new environment

Hereby, I wish my lovely daddy, mommy and all my family members to stay healthy always. Same goes to my adorable friends.

Malaysia is in better condition and the world is peaceful !^^

半年后的我，回来了。

这半年我写的心情语录：

就算你躲到世界的角落， 也逃不了爱的煎熬。 [海豚]

 

我是一只海豚， 所以请让我在爱情里畅泳。[海豚]
 

喝着一杯苦的咖啡， 看着一部闷的电影，听着一首烦的音乐，  谈着一段烂的感情。 [海豚]

谁说只有情人之间可以浪漫？ 只把时间投资在情人身上也太冒险了，朋友之间也可以浪漫， 也可以疯狂， 也可以一辈子， 更可以刻骨铭心。所以， 朋友， 我也深爱着你，不输给你的情人。[海豚]

我爱得重， 伤得深， 跌得狠，痛得彻底。 有一天我发现。。。

原来我还能够爱得更重， 伤得更深， 跌得更狠， 痛得更彻底。

原来。。。爱情深渊从无止境，只有撕心的煎熬。 [海豚]

有些事情总能在瞬间毁掉你的心情。与其今晚带着失望与不满入眠，
不如让恶梦把我从睡梦中惊醒。[海豚]

有时候失望会排山倒海的向你袭来， 你无法逃避， 也闪躲不了。[海豚]

人的记忆是有限的，我们就算记性有多好，有些事情还是会遗忘，但朋友就是我们最好的日记。许多你遗忘了的往事， 在和朋友聊起时， 你会发现他们都在帮你拼凑着回忆，而且比你回忆里的更生动有趣。所以， 请不要丢弃或背叛你的朋友， 因为有一天就算你得了老人痴呆症，忘记了所有事情， 还是有朋友会帮你记起来，在你耳边重复着一个又一个年少轻狂的故事。[海豚]

在爱情路上伤痕累累的朋友们， 请不要悲伤。 并不是你不好， 而是你太好了，上帝需要费尽心思与时间来帮你找一个最好的。所以请记住， 你现在所经历的只是为了要得到永恒的幸福。[海豚]

情人让我甜蜜安心，

朋友让我感动欢愉，

家人让我任性依赖，

就算我不够好， 情人朋友和家人也足够让我引以为荣了。[海豚]

我爱写感性的东西是因为我爱抒发感情， 也意味着我喜欢观察生活中的一切，

还有珍惜我所拥有的人事物。这就是我做人的态度和生活的哲学。 [海豚]

 

在一段感情里没有配不配， 只有爱不爱。 [海豚]

我外表很坚强，言语很犀利，脾气很倔强， 这只是我的保护色。

其实我的内心时常在淌血，苦在心里， 泪在梦里。[海豚]

我最爱的张小娴：

好的愛情是你透過一個人看到世界，壞的愛情是你為了一個人而捨棄世界。[张小娴]

拥抱的力度， 是爱情的深度。[拥抱]