海豚海豚(DoLPhiN DEsmoND)

10 reasons to love you

2011-07-14T09:51:00.000-07:00

When i realize, i already crazily fall in love with you.

I love you,

and i hope to be with you.

Just never ever push me away.

I'm never being so serious. I feel like missing you and thinking of you every moment.

You take my heart away.

You take my breath away.

Just don't send me away.

Just let us believe that love can connect us together.

Baby, i love you.

Once again and forever.

I was so reckless yesterday! >.< Once in a life time!

2011-07-14T09:15:00.000-07:00

What i did was i scolded my supervisor and my colleague yesterday.After that, i called my manager to tell her the reason that i wanted to quit.

It's been a long time for me to update you~ My DEar BloG~

Recently, i am having my semester break until September, so i have decided to move in with my 3 good friends in Cheras. I don't want to stay at home doing nothing, and i hate when my untie nags about me.

Back to the story. I don't know why i was so unlucky to work for Soda, Sungai Wang. One of my fucking colleague who was a girl,liked to say vulgar words so much!She even used it to command me.What i really can't stand for was she called me So Hai! So, i bomb! Somemore, i scolded the supervisor because i think she was being so irresponsible in coaching her staff. The bitch was fucking no manners as she dare to scold customers. I give you an A+, you slut!

Since the job was just giving me low salary, juast enough to cover my monthly expenses. I quit without hesitating, I just want to say,i am starting to miss being a student.hehe.

拥抱~~hugs

2010-12-18T20:35:00.000-08:00

如果无法拥抱。。。那这个世界。。。

还剩下什么？

If there is no hugs in the world...

what's left?

BeAUTiFul LOve ~~

2010-11-21T13:18:00.000-08:00

曾经决定不顾一切的爱一个人，觉得轰轰烈烈才算是真真的爱过，

结果搞得自己伤痕累累，痛的还是自己。

我失去过，更珍惜拥有。

很庆兴遇见了你，让我感受到不同的悸动，

与你在一起的安全感是从来没有感受过的，

它是那么的实在，那么的温暖。

原来爱可以很美丽。

累了在人群中寻找，

好像流离寻岸的花，我只想找一个宁静的岸边停靠，

不愿再漂零，不愿再孤寂。。。

我很快乐，你会了解我，

我不会再哭泣，是因为我相信，

我们勇敢的爱着，

每秒钟，

都能证明一生的美丽。

GReeN DOlphiN

2010-11-07T12:25:00.000-08:00

I always see a beautiful angel in the sky
white shirt
white feathers
and beautiful smile

I wanna jump
I wanna touch the angel
but no matter how hard i jump
I still can't touch it...
I wonder...
Is the angel also thingking about touching me...?

If the angel really flies down for me
Maybe next time when i jump
We can touch each other

Even just for a moment
or a second

In LovE...........

2010-10-15T00:09:00.000-07:00

As i WaS EaTiNg yOUr CHoColATe, tHE ChoCOlATe waS MELtiNg....

AnD MY HEarT WAs MELtinG tOO....

OwESomE!!! ( p.s My HOLidAY)

2010-09-12T08:53:00.000-07:00

My holiday is really owesome!! Now i am still in the middle of the holiday which is my mid term semester break but i already felt so satisfied with what i have done!!^@^ HA HA!

Last night i went to Genting with maxis broadband shirt, a short sport pants n messy appearance. How could it be? It was all because of my friends suddenly sprouted out an idea which was going to Genting for fun!! So i just followed them as i was same crazy and all the way to Genting by car!
Our crew was ME, MAy MAy( FOOng MAy), Big chicken( Peggie), Nicole( Chi sin) and our beloved driver Ah 刚！We took a lot of pics in Genting despite of how people looked at me! I felt so comfortable with my sport pants n happily being with my owesome friends!

( p.s still kinda awkful when passing by Safari, hehe)

Somemore, this afternoon i went to Chamang Waterfall which is located in BEntong with my brother and his friends. In the past i drowned two times at that place and this time i wanted to challenge it again! Of course, i have finally got over my phobia! It felt so good! It was a bit scary somehow my brother's friends were crazy,but i really happy that what i paid for learning swimming now has all returned!

Moreover, next tuesday chui shui group( My gang) and me will have a happy steamboat gathering! I am so looking forward to it!!

In short, my holiday was OWE.....wait for it....OWESOME!!!!!!!!

tAKe A LeaP!!

2010-09-08T00:28:00.000-07:00

It's time for me to make a change and it's time for me to take a leap!

Desmond Cheng, i know you can do it!

My 1St ReCoRdiNG DrAMa FOr Ai FM!!

2010-08-22T22:47:00.000-07:00

Last friday i had my first time experience inn recording drama for AI Fm!

At first, when i accepted this job i was kinda worried because i had no experience and last week was my exam week. So i would only start to practise after i had finished my exam!

Luckily, the recording went smoothly and i didn't get scolded as what i expected!
Thx for the seniors who teached me a lot of things. Futhermore i was glad to see zhuang zhong wei real person as his role in the drama was my eldest brother.^@^

Hopefully my voice acting was good so i will be so proud of myself!

13/9-14/9, 1120am, stay tune on AI Fm!!

Gotta!

2010-08-13T22:18:00.000-07:00

I just gotta try harder and harder!

No matter for love, Studying, friendship, shool's activity or things that i am capable of,

I just gotta try harder!

To my beloved best friend :) June

2010-06-26T12:03:00.000-07:00

Now i only realize that friendship is extremely important in my life!!
Friends are the lights in the dark, dawn of the night and
the first drop of rain in the try season.

I still remember that when i was studying in matriculation, i was so stressful aspeacially when there were exams. Then i will call you to tell everything that happened in my life. I will always feel relief after talking to you. And now you are still my best listener after i have entered university.
We have many topics, including our love life. you know everthing of me, and i know everything of you. Any joy and sadness, we will just share with each other. I will feel sad and hate when your boyfriend treated you so bad, In return, you will always listen to my love stories. I have nothing to hide from you.

The song between me and you is 爱笑的眼晴.
Do you still remember? The song that make us feel connected.

We like reading novel also. We always can share the same novels.

Now you have been working for one month and you seem like has gone through so many things. I feel that my friend June has grown up. I want to tell you that maybe life is hard, maybe you have to endure so many bad things that happened on you, but we will always support you from the bottom of our heart.

28th of June is your birthday and we have celebrated for you by today. I hope you are happy and the joys that we brought to you can help you to overcome any obstacle.

We are always the people that you can count on.

Lastly, i want to tell you that...

Its good to have you, our beloved best friend June Chan Yee Kuan!!^@^

Always take care of yourselves because we need you for the rest of our life!

I want to see you to be happy everyday, i want to see you find a good husband, i want to attend your wedding, i want to hug your babies, i want to see you become an untie, i want to travel with you, i want to experience new things with you and i wan to talk about our old stories with you when we are old....

The end of my university second semester(: The end of my junior life^@^

2010-04-26T19:55:00.000-07:00

Finally my second semester had come to an end after a torturous final exam.
Thank Buddha!!^@^ I am quite satisfied with my performance and hopefully can get a good result.

Honestly, this sem had been a great sem to me. I had learned a lot of new things including drama acting and swimming, Somemore i had known some fantastic new friends in this sem who had brought a lot of joy to me. A very big thank you to you guys, muacks^@^

This semester break i am going to have a lot of activities which are related to shi fu.
Hope i can get it done well and make my holiday meaningful though i am not going to work temporary for my pocket money.

Just a reminder to Desmond Cheng

2010-03-23T21:44:00.000-07:00

I always lose my way when i am busy and lonely

Actually there are many ways to get rid of the loneliness

And sometimes i just think too much

Just a reminder to Desmond Cheng

Plese hold your head high, keep your faith and move on

You will meet miracles, and you just need to be a little bit more patient, to wait for the day that your life is no longer incomplete...

Swimming Carnival~I had a lot of funs!

2010-03-23T20:46:00.000-07:00

Last saturday was swimming carnival for my extra curricular activity. Certainly, i was very excited because we will be having competition with another group (group 2). In this carnival, everyone no matter you know how to swim or you don't, you also have to swim for breaststroke and freestyle. For backstroke and butterfly, facilitator will select some people who are qualified to join the competition. I have trained myself 2 3 months in swimming, so ii have known how to swim 50 meter for breaststroke, but 50 meter for freestyle was really a big challenge to me as i never suceed in 50 meter freestyle. Hopefully today, i can swim beyond my limit, ha!

As the swimming carnival started, everyone was very excited. We support, we shout, we scream and we laugh. Some people can't swim till the end of the pool but they tried so hard to complete the competition.

For me, i successfully completed the 50 meter breaststroke and luckily they weren't many good swimmer in my round so i can be the 1st of that round. Group 2 actually had many swimmers can swim very well and speedy. For free style, i got 3rd and i was so happy that i can finish that round. It was a big achievement to me! After that, Jason asked me to swim for backstroke and of course i said no! Cause i really don't know how to swim for this style and it is very suffer when the water keeps running inside my nose! He forcibly put me in and told me to try my best. I told my teammates don't laugh at me if i really cant make it. Firstly, i swam, secondly, i drank water, thirdly, i changed to breaststroke, and finally i swam to the end. Can you imagine how embarass it was as other people use backstroke but i used breaststroke? Gosh! As the result came out, our group's CJ is the big winner as he had won champion for all styles, Congrats to him! We were so proud of his extraordinary performance.^@^

After that we rested 2 hours for lunch time then the carnival with be continued with water polo competition. @ groups will be separated to 8 teams. Our group had 4 teams and their names are Jason A cup, B cup, C cup and D cup!It was very funny because we chose Jason's name as our team's name and accompanied it with 'CUP'. Each team will have 6 members. My team wa Jason B cup and my group members were Ah Xiong, Ah Yang, CJ, Samson, and Weng Seang. Although first round the oppose team had good swimmer, they had no spirit to compete due to their tiredness. So we won this round easily. For semifinal, our oppose team was Jason D cup so we just played relaxingly because we were from same group. It doesn't matter who was the winner. ( As the matter of fact, our team was stronger la, ha!) So the phenomenon for competing wasn't that high. Unluckily Jason D cup lost to us and we can have chance to fight for the final.

As the final began, we were very careful and our movements were a bit slow because we were very exhausted already. After the oppose team had goal for 1 mark, we became more aggressive to get back he losing mark. As we had goal for 1 mark and made it even with the oppose team, our spirit had been lightening up! The competition reached climax as the time was running out and the marks were 2:1 leaded by our team. Suddenly oppose team unecpectedly got our goal in the last 30 seconds! This unexpected change made us had to goal 1 more time to determine the winner. So, we used up all our power to fight for this determination mark. When the oppose team wanted to shoot our goal, i was so afraid and can't control my heartbeat! All of a sudden Ah Xiong blocked their attack and made the ball back to us. At the last moment, passed the ball around and finally it reached Ah Yang's hand. We held our breath when we saw Ah Yang shot out the ball and breath out with shouting when we saw Ah Yang took their goal!! Hurray! We were shouting and hugging with our teammates crazily ! I coudn't control myself to keep shouting because its been a long time for me to feel like shouting^@^

Finally, the swimming carnival came to an end with our lovely photos.

When i walked out from the swimming complex, i was kinda sad. This might be the last time that i can swim with all the qks 2112 swimming group 1 members. After this, we might be very busy and hard to gather for swimming. I really hope that we can keep in touch always. I was very happy and proud that i can join Qks 2112 swimming group 1. From the beginning i totally don't know how to swim until now i can swim for 50 meter. I was very satisfied with my performance. I was also being very happy with my groupmembers. They were very nice and friendly. Everytime, they made me feel exciting to go swimming with them.My course just has 3 guys so i have been dreaming about having my own's boy's gang and they had fullfilled my dream.Thanks guys!

You guys have given me a memorable experience that i will never forget! I appreciate every moment that we spent together!

Finally, my extra curricular activity for second semester had come to end end....

A beautiful ending....

Breath

2010-03-12T02:56:00.000-08:00

I can't breathe without you but i have to breathe without you...

I don't dare to love.

But when i realize, i have been falling for you.

How long can i be waiting?

How long takes you to love me?

Swimming=breaststroke+freestyle+backstroke+butterfly

2010-03-08T18:08:00.000-08:00

真的很高的！！

徒工和博命演出的可爱加里菲

哈哈哈！搞笑的徒工！

小当家和大小姐

最让人起哄的一对

姥姥和二小姐

我们的布景真的很美！

我是老掌管！^@^

When i am inside the water, i feel like there is no more worries in this world,
The water lifts my feet off the ground, spin me around, let me experience another kind of flying...

Recently i am so addicted to swimming. I have decided to go swimming pool every morning.
Since this facility in UPM is free, why shouldn't we use it?

It's been a while for me to write blog and i hv left many things to share with you guys!
Espeacially for the chinese new year and also my memorable drama experience. It's ok, i know many of my friends they do catch up me in facebook, hahaha!

Assertive is a very important attitude that i want to learn recently and i know that nowadays many people have no assert. They will just say'up to you' when people refer to their opinions.

I also think that being assertive can help me to solve my own problems in studying like make up my mind to study or well arrange my schedule.

lastly, I hope all of my friends are healthy and happy always, let us live a 'no worries' life^@^

Shopping Fun!!

2010-01-23T21:42:00.000-08:00

Yesterday i went to timesquare with my drama's gang, so happy!!
I was so excited and bought 1 jeans. 3 clothes, a pair of shoes n etc.
I love the shoes so much and it was love at first sight when i first saw the shoes!! ^@^
Yeh!! Yeh!! Chinese new year is coming soon and i think that my clothes are still not enough.
Fighting fighting!! Buy somemore!! hahaha!!

My lonely birthday.....

2010-01-20T20:56:00.000-08:00

Today is my birthday but is really not a big deal to me. I still remember that last night i was taking my shower when the indicator of minutes reached 12am.

At first, i was really upset because i missed my hometown's friends so much and last year they did give me a very memorable and happy birthday party. But now, i hv relieved. Maybe is time for me to grow up and learn to be independent.

Thanks for everyone who sent messages or called me for wishing me happy birthday^@^
I really feel thankful and grateful. Moreover, i think is time for me to change my bad habit which is try to remember all my friends's birthday so i can wish them Happy Olderday!!^@^

^@^My contented life^@^

2010-01-18T22:45:00.000-08:00

Recently i am very busy, involving in pesta Ang Pau' drama, 社服 22' activities, swimming lessons and somemore hv to study for my exams.

Let's talk about the drama. My character is very challenging to me though i don't have much texts to say. It's very funny when we are practising the drama. I do learn something news from the drama's teachers who are from Tea theatre and they are really pro.

社服 22 is still warming my heart. It always gives me energy nand spirit to move on. I like 社服 22'gang. It's good to mix with them without feeling any gaps between us. We are just trying to be the real ' us ' when we be together.

I made a lot of new friends in swimming lessons and of course all of them is boys. They are very nice and easy going. It's kinda funny when you see a group of 'guys' they are practising swimming together and some of them are so clumsy, hahaha!! I always hope to have one 'boy's gang' because i've never had and sometimes girls are quite annoying. haha. Hope can get along with them well^^

I still remembered i was so happy in my last year birthday . It won't be happened for this year anymore. I ain't free to go back to my hometown and i miss all of my hometown'friends~~chui shui group. Maybe is time for me to learn how to pass my birthday with my own. Sad.......

HURRAY!!!~2010~WHAT A NEW BIG YEAR^^

2009-12-31T21:54:00.000-08:00

I am so excited now!!! because today is the 1st day of 2010~~01/01/2010!!!!!!!!
Last night i was having party with my hometown friends~~chui shui group and i had a lot of fun!!!!!

At first, when i was in UPM, i was so boring n thinking about where should i go and what should i do in the last day~~31~~ of 2009. I was being fucking indecisive because i don't know whether i should go back to hometown or Genting Highlands. Because i thought that it will be very boring if i go back to hometown or just have a simple gathering.But yesterday when i found out kien joon, wei kin and siew yan they were going to Time Square for movie n shopping, i decided to meet them and follow them go back to Bentong. Cos i was so lazy to take bus hahaha!!
And luckily i had made a smart decision because I was so happy in last night party!!

It makes me realize that no matter where are you, you will feel damn happy when you are staying with friends.^@^

This will be the last gathering that i had until Chinese New Year because my new sem was just begun and i have to concentrate in my study and a lot of club's activities need to be done.

Hopefully this year will be a good year!!^@^

Happy New Year Everyone^@^

Fucking mess + chaos in Genting Highlands!!!!!

2009-12-20T11:42:00.000-08:00

I finally came back to Bentong after 1 month of working in Genting Highlands.
So damn happy^^
I miss my hometown, my friends and my laptop!!!
now is almost 4am but i am still not gonna bed because i really want to write down
all the things that i have been through in Genting Highlands.
Okay...It was a mess to me...A combination of mess and happiness.
First, i would like to share about my job. I worked in cinema of first world and
it wasn't a very tiring job for me compare to last time i worked as a waiter.
Somemore i can watch many movies without paying money.
Sometime i had to guard the entrance of the cinema and its kinda boring after
i checked all the tickets.I will just need to sit inside, sms (actually is not allowed by supervisor) or have my day dreaming. When i worked at the snack and drinks counter.
i had to make popcorn, sweetcorn and punch the softdrinks for the customers.
I really hate the popcorn machine because it was so fucking hot and it made my uniform
full of popcorn smell!! It made me felt digusting to popcorn and everytime when
i brought back a few box of popcorn to my gang, i won't touch it at all!!!!

Talk about my colleage..*supervisor~Loga was such a nice guy and easy going to work with, i liked him the most. Moga was strict but actually he was a good guy too. At first i hated James because i thought that he was just helping the girls and arrangged their time well(in morning who have no customer to watch movie) bt eventually i found out that he also treated fairly to the boys ( Eventhough he only smile and jokes with the girls) *Full time~Some are very hardworking and nice like Sathian and Izuan and some are very lazy like Gitar and Shankar.
For temporary worker that were same as me, mei yun was a bit fierce( other than that is okay),
Zhen cong was lazy, Kit lian and bao Chuan liked to gossip,
Siti was really cute and sweet, fei fei is normal and Faizal was a shit!!
One of the casher was a gay named fatehi( fat ass and sissy) who likes to molest guys and another Casher was Wong who was basically everyone think that he is a good guy bt actually he has his own dark side. (Hehe, i just know some secrets)
I also knew some new friends like jia wei who was hated by many people.
I used to mixed around with Zhen Cong during my working time because our swift was almost the same. He teached me a lot of things like how to illegally extend the break time( write more 15 minutes) . Thanks to him^^

Talk about my roommates, actually i was staying with my brother and his friends.
They were really funny and i got along well with them. We hang out together and they
even will wait me to get off from work and walk me home. When i looked at them,
i can find the shadows of 16 years old as my friends and i were used to be.
I think i don't need to introduce them 1 by 1 la.
I enjoyed the moment when i was gone crazy with them. It also give me an opportunity
to deeply know about my brother. And i realized that my brother actually has become more mature and sometimes i really have to learn from him.
I am not mature enough.

It also allows me to meet up with some of my hometown friends who are working in Genting like
Yoke Yin, Mei ting, A pu and Chee yik. I felt relax and happy to chat with them when i need a pairs of ears to listen to me. Espeacially Yoke Yin. I wish them all the best and take care of their healthy in Genting. I also came across many people that i know in Genting.

One night Kah Yan and Wai wan they came to find me and we have coffee at starbucks.
We took pictures in First world lobby because there were many new christmas' decorations.

I also played in Theme park outdoor for 2 times because it was totally free for the event named
employee's carnival for Genting staffs.I watched magic shows( Dazzle) and went for disco night in arena of star. Amazingly, i was going with Erica because she was staying in Genting Highlands.

During the few days before i came back, I was addicted to clubbing. I went to Safari with my roommates and it was really fun( Because got alcohols which were free of charge)

The first night was still ok to me because i didn't drink much but i was very happy because
i coincidence met wen yang and some highschool juniors( cute chicks) and we danced and shaked
crazily in the dance floor and stage. The second night, i drank a little much more compare to 1st night. Foo Kit and Kar Lap they were totally drunk because they drank some kind of tequila mixed with whiskey and also some fire burnings on the drink. I drank a bit it tasted chocolate but it was really strong. My whole throat can feel burning!!!! After that We need to carry that 2 guys back to hostel and they even can't stop talking bullshit!! Blurred guys!!! The third night was my disaster because i was drunk due to the drink which is some sort of alcohol mixed with coca cola.
All i had vomitted in toilet was black colour and luckily i still knew that i got to flush the toilet.
Fat Hong was totally drunk and even disturbed somebody'girlfriend and nearly got punch by her boyfriend. We were forced to leave early because we afraid a fighting will burst out.
And the next morning he said he can't remember anythings included he hugged a girl who got boyfriend!!!! Screw him!!!!

In Genting Highlands i used to call June and told her about everything that had been happened on me. Its happy to have somebody to talk to and cry on. I just fetch her back to her home.

Last night was wei Kin Birthday and we have been through a very grateful moment.
I miss him and its been a long time to meet with each other (Nicole chi sin oso).Thanks to last night gathering who was held by my gang~~chui shui grouo. She was very fast to upload our photos in facebook and i love to see it^@^

社服22集训2！！感动与泪水的交织！！

2009-11-19T08:27:00.000-08:00

这将会是我的第一篇华语blog。
因为我想写下在社服集训2的一些点滴。
为期四天三夜的集训转眼就过去了，很累但是很有意义。

the day before 1st day of camping

我不辞劳苦的从文东回去UPM，中途还发生在ktm搭错站，ktm故障，
打雷闪电这些事情，可谓一波三折！

之后终于到了kolej 10，我和理泽，鸿鹏一起住。
晚上他们还带我去宝龙吃东西。

1st day

一大清早我们就去到kmr巴士站集合。
我还发现多了许多新成员，总共20个人。之后我们搭巴士到巴生滨海佛教堂。
一如往常的第一样活动是ice breaking。我很庆辛男生多了一位那就是建利，
也觉得很好奇为什么家福和欢伟为什么没来。
午餐晚餐的份量还是那么多，吃到我肚子圆圆^^
之后最刺激的就是station games 了。当天在下着毛毛雨，我们还被淋到整身湿完。
晚上师兄们突然间叫我们准备节目表演，还有话剧‘佛陀的一生’，这可把我们难倒了。

2nd day

上完早课，我们突然间被告知要准备节目，因为等下要去老人院表演给他们看。
我们都觉得很兴奋。结果还算顺利。之后在交流时间我和一位很健谈的uncle谈天。
真的很开心，因为我觉得很幸运可以来到这间老人院。
之后也是有跑站游戏拉。晚上师兄们为了让我们体验残障人士的辛苦，教导我们要知足。
有些人被蒙眼睛，有些被包手，还有的被包颈。
之后我们要互相帮助吃晚餐。
我是被蒙住双眼的，走路都有问题。怎么吃。。幸好我的组员很疼我，喂我吃。
我要谢谢慧敏，颉欣和欣彩咯。不过之后还是被师兄们玩得团团转，哈哈哈！！

3rd day

和全部学员相处了一些时间我们的感情又精进了！！好像一家人。
我发觉到每一位朋友都有个自的特色！各有千秋！！
晚上的环节叫人生交叉点，我们都真情流露，悲喜交接。

4th day

我带着依依不舍的心情回家。。。。
从这次集训中我学习到了很重要的道理，那就是知足与活在当下，真是终生受用^@^

这四天三夜的集训还有很多很多的东西可以分享，包括有意义的讲座与佛法，
不过我就简略咯。

还有最重要的就是。。。社服22~~团结就是力量！！！

Having holiday now^@^yuppy!!

2009-11-11T06:12:00.000-08:00

I am having holiday at home now. So happy !!^^
Eating, sleeping, online, and watching movie.
I really love this kind of routine life, haha!!
This 20th i am going to work in genting, as a temporary worker in firstt world cinema.
Hopefully i can watch many movies without paying money, haha!!

Recently i m addicted to an old songs.I keep listening to it again and again...
I love this song and its lyrics.

我不难过~~孙燕姿

Second audition???

2009-10-20T06:23:00.000-07:00

OMG!! I have to go for the second audition!!
I decided not to go.
Because i got something to do during the holiday ( refer to my previous post)
What points for going to the 2nd audition if i have no intention to join??
(convincing myself, hahaha!!)

Just now i went for jogging and it really made me felt so relax!
I love sweating!! ^@^ It's like releasing the negative energy from my body
to the atmosphere!!
But i am always lazy to go. Perhaps i can have some friends who are crazy in sports
and they will always ask me to go. Then i will be very happy^^

OMG!! My first drama'audition!!!

2009-10-16T19:47:00.000-07:00

Yesterday morning i went for a drama audition.
I was so nervous after i stepped inside the room and the phenomenon
wasn't that good!!
It made me felf so uneasy and uncomfortable!!
I tried my best to do what they asked me to do. I wasn't well prepared and
I think i did screwed up the audition!!
But, it really was a good experiences to me because it was my first audition.
I don't expect that it will be quite tough for me.
Suddenly asked me to act the character that i am good into,
acting with a remote control and also on the spot memorized script to act a scene.
Frankly, i was a bit freaked out. HA HA HA!!

Hopefully they won't choose me because i think that i still need to improve myself
and futhermore i will be working in genting start from 20th of November.
But luckily i can go for the buddhism society'tranning.
It will make my semester break to be meaningful without wasting my precious time.
I look forward to it!!^@^

Tiredness......

2009-08-24T08:20:00.000-07:00

I am so tired....
Today i was so sleepy and totally can't concentrate in class.
After my classes had finished, i quickly went back to hostel and took a nap until 7 sth.
This is because last week i went back to my hometown.

I was so happy and excited when i was at home. I really couldn't stand for the boredom anymore
and decided to go back Bentong though only one night.

Sunday morning i played volleyball with Foong Mei them as usual and i really had a lot of funs!!^@^ They really made me felt that it was good to be home and good to have friends^^

My university/coursemates(girls) are totally different from them. They are too cold and uneasy to get along. So, i have decided that i should often go back home^@^ Hahaha!!

Sunday afternoon i went to Chamang waterfall with Jun Jie. I was feeling good when i held a rock and just let the cold water splashed on my body.

After that i went to JJ house and watch a Hong Kong movie named 'corrupt's cops'(金钱帝国)
Hahaha!!

Around 9 sth, we ate tong sui and he fetched me back to UPM.

That's why i am so tired now...^@^

someone is leaving.....

2009-08-20T09:25:00.000-07:00

He is leaving....One of my best friend in UPM is leaving.
He is going to study in Sunway college. Definitely Sunway College is a better option
compare to UPM. Wish him all the best and i will always remember the happy moment that he brought ^@^
I was also very happy with the gift which was given by him. It was very cute and meaningful.
What a adorable and lovely guy!! hahaha!! Song Leong, take care ya!!!^^

I am addicted to this song recently ~~you belong with me( Taylor swift)

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset.
She's going off about something that you said
'Cuz she doesn't, get your humor like I do...
I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
and she'll never know your story like i do

But she wears short skirts
I wear T-shirts
She's cheer captain
And I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up
And find what you're looking for
has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
been here all along so why can't you see, you
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin' the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey isn't this easy
And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine
I know you better then that
Hey whatcha doing with a girl like that
She wears high heels
I wear sneakers
Shes cheer captain and
I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for
has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
all this time how could you not know
Baby....
You belong with me
You belong with me

I remember you drivin' to my house
in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know you're about to cry
And i know your favorite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know it's with me...

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you see
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time
How could you not know
Baby you belong with me
You belong with me
You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
you belong with me
You belong with me...

Study~ing**

2009-08-12T08:02:00.000-07:00

Greenh box with JJ

Last week friday,two guys sang in green box for 3 hours!! Damn crazy but funny!! Hahaha!!

Then JJ and A lun forced me to play snooker with them.

we played until 4 am...OMG... I got cocurriculum in the early morning...

Recently i joined UPM社服. I made friends with a lot of people and i felt very excited!!^^

I am looking forward to the next meeting.

Now i can proudly say that i am 第二十二届大专佛教青年社区服务及学习计划的学员!!!

Hahaha!!^^happy^@^

Now i am studying mathematics cos tomorrow got exam, God bless me!!

Mr Bean' birthday^^

2009-08-01T11:34:00.000-07:00

Happy chui shui' group reunion!!

H1N1 is so terrible!!!!

2009-07-31T09:19:00.000-07:00

Because of the sudden quarantine visited UPM, i was forced to go back to Bentong.

Why???

I was just made up my mind to study...

Now i msn and mix with facebook everyday...hehe..
Its n0t my fault , really n0t my fault o ^^

The cases of H1n1 are increasing in Malaysia day by day, the situation now is so terrible
and i think next time when i am going back to UPM,
I have to become mask raider..haiz...
Hopefully the situation can be under control and H1N1 quickly vanish in Malaysia.
God bless us!^^

2009-07-27T19:37:00.000-07:00

26th of July

i went to time square with Song Leong and Shik Wei.
We met with Chui Mei, Kar Yee, Jared , Li Jin, Xue Yun , Jian Jing and their friends.
I spent a lot of money...blek...
Shoes, mask, present and foods(kenny rogers).....
So happy!! Like reunion of KMPH'Gang!! Ha Ha Ha!!

27 of July

Sri Kembangan Pasar Malam with Shik Wei, Ker Lee , Jun Lan...And so on...
Happy!!
I ate alot of things^^
luo bo gao, spicy fillet , sushi, hot dog. drinks...etc...
Then i went to college 13 to meet with Mahdi.
We talked a lot until 11 sth. he told me about his country' cultural.
It was so interesting.It was pleasure to know him..hehe..

I don't believe anymore...

2009-07-24T05:24:00.000-07:00

I feel like being fooling and cheating.....

Don't simply tell me that sentence....

I don't believe anymore.....

The gift from God!!!^@^

2009-07-19T19:26:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i was so Damn exhausted!!!
I waited for Chia Yan at Titiwangsa for one hour ++.
Our buses like turtle and i was very stupid because i took bus at 430pm,
same time as chia yan'bus.
But i should know Mentakap is farer from KL compares to Bentong.
After i met with Chia Yan, i still have to deal with the LRT and KTM!! SOTB!!
But it won't be wasted!! I already know how to go other places like Bukit Bintang or Midvalley by LRT and KTM. HA HA HA!! Next time i can go for shopping and Sing K la!!

On the way back to UPM by UPM'bus. Something which was exciting had happened to me.
When i was inside the bus, i bravely said HI to a foreigner. He was so nice and Kept smiling at me. So i decided to talk to him. I asked him several questions but he didn't answer and was just kept smiling. A big question mark appeared in my head. Why he refused to talk to me???
I wondered was my english too poor until he couldn't understand what i was talking about or
he was just refused to talk to me.
By chances and luck, we got down from the bus at the same bus stop.
So i tried to talk to him more.
After that, his cousin appeared. He spoke to me with fluent english and
i finally knew that the guy- 'kami' just came to Malaysia for two days and he couldn't speak and understand english well.
They were Irans.

After we chat for a few minutes, Song Leong came. Actually he came to accompany me for my dinner. We decided to have some foods at our college'canteen.

It was a happy moment and Song Leong and me had learned a few words of Irans from Vahid.

SALAM-hi
SIBA-beautiful
KHOSHI TIPS-handsome
and so on...

It was my pleasure to made friend with them and i hope we can be good friends without
Caring about the ages, races, religion and differents.

Now, i finally realize that learning english is not only for getting a good job or showing off.
It is for us to commuicate and connect other people over the world without boundary.
Languages are the gift from the God!!
I strongly believe that!!
Hopefully Kami can learn well in english so we can be chatting and knowing each other soon.

On my lovely bed.....><

2009-07-18T10:13:00.000-07:00

I am lying on my lovely bed....so comfortable!!!^^

Today was so Damn tired!!!

I became a sandwich because of the crowded inside the KTM!!
I was Damn hate the sitution which was pushing among the crowded
and worrying my wallet and handphone will be stolen...Shit!!
It was really piss me off!!

I didn't expect that our first time co-curiculum was ice breaking and playing game..
And it had wasted three hours to finish and indirectly caused chia yan and me
nearly can't catch up the bus. I swore to myself if next time the holiday is not longer than
four days i won't go back!! i swore to God!!

Just now i hung out with my Bentong'Gang and i was really enjoyed in it.
Everytime when i was being with my friends i will feel so comfortable, happy and easy!!^^
And that was the real me.

Being with them really helped me to washed away my tiredness and unhappyness.
19th of julai is see mei'birthday and I just wished her happy birthday!!^^

She was wearing boot again and how dare she stood beside of me!! Hahaha!!

It was glad to accompany her on this special day!!><

home sweet home...^@^

2009-07-17T07:22:00.000-07:00

Now i am watching 'make me a supermodel' with heart of guilty.

Why do i say so? It's because today i didn't study at all.
I was just playing my laptop for whole day...

Last night i slept in Song Leong' room. At first I thought we can have a nice chat till midnight, but finally it ends up with i fell asleep and he was so excited to chat with his friend.
Speechless...

Now he was at his babysister'house and happy to tell me about the theater equiment.

Tomorrow i am going back home and i am really worried about that.
Cos i never go back to Bentong after i came to UPM and it is really troublesome to go back.
First i have to take 'komuter Serdang' to KTM. After i abroad Bandar Tasik Selatan i got to
transit to LRT. And finally i ll reach Titiwangsa and next take bus to go back Bentong.
It really not only Sound tough but ll oso be a waste of time and energy!

confusing about friendship....

2009-07-13T23:34:00.000-07:00

I just wish to have a pair of black wings...

Take me to the sky...

Flying higher and higher....

Until i can't breathe....

Until my mind is blank....

Until i die.....

Classin~~g

2009-07-12T20:07:00.000-07:00

This morning i took the earliest bus to my faculty and ate my breakfast alone..pity..
Chin Seng is sick, his body is covered by red spot(sth like pimples) so i had no companion for today..

Last night we got 'Malam Tunas Budaya' and surprisingly some of the performances
were so owesome. Sth like mixing of malays, chinese and indians'culture shock.
Hahaha!!

Recently one of my friend kept saying that our ways of thinking are quite similar and
we are treating each other like good friends.

It's good for me and i am kinda happy.

Last night i was super shocked when i found out that my mosquito coil were all finished!!
Gosh!!!
Whole night i was tortured by them until i can't stand anymore and sprayed Ridsect!!
Though i was sleeping but i rather died because of Ridsect better than murdered by
the F~~K, heartless, cruel vampires!!
I swore to myself i wanted to kill them all!!
Until they extinguish, dissapear in this world and become dust thrown to the galaxies!!
Later i want to buy three or five boxes of mosquito coil to make sure that
they will always stay away from me!! forever!!

i am not feeling well.....

2009-07-09T20:09:00.000-07:00

my throat is nt feeling well......

i don't wan to fall sick.....

ptptn things are still bothering me...ding....

It's fantastic!!!^@^@^@^@^@^@^@

2009-07-08T01:03:00.000-07:00

Just now i was having my economics class.

Finally i have a great lecturer with good attitude and willing to speak in english in the class!!
^@^

Hurray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!^^

I am a junior~~~^@^

2009-07-07T20:19:00.000-07:00

today is my 11th day in UPM...

After the torturing orientation week, my classses were finally started!!!
Until now, i still haven't met a great lecturer...Damn suck!!
Most of them were using malay or rojak in english and malay when they were teaching!!!
shit!!

Flashback to my orientation week, it was totally tiring and lame!!
Not enough sleep, stupid activities(campus walk, chicken dance and so on) and also the F~~k taklimat (talks)!! UPM was really big!!! Fade up with taking buses all the time!!
Futhermore, my room was suck!! Even worse then KMPH'room!!!
What i like the most in UPM is the surrounding of the university. Fresh air, trees, and pond...
But the mosquitoes are also extremely big!! WTF!! It tortured me at night and i was forced to buy the mosquito spray and mosquito coil to kil all the vampires!!!

My roommate is a Kadazan from Sabah. His name is Paulaus John and i usually call him Paul.
He is easy going and friendly.
now, we are seldom sticked together because our schedules are nearly crashed.

Till now, i have made some good friends and always moved together.
Like Chin Seng, Fui and Song leong.

Chin Seng is from Selangor, studying same course as me- BBA. He is Fui roommate.
My first impression on him was quite good.
He was shy and polite.

Fui is from Sarawak, studying Agricultural science. He wasn't a talkative person.
His course only had one chinese and that was him....So pity....
I hope we can get along well and him could find some new friends.

Song Leong is from Kuantan, studying Economics. He was a very talkative person.
you won't feel peaceful when he is around. Ha Ha Ha!!!
sometimes he will boast himself but to me he was just showing his genuine characteristics.
I kinde liked his characteristics.

These three guys are the friends that i am feeling free to get along with them!!!
Hehe!!

Of course Shik wei is the only princess(created by Shik Wei) in the gang!!Hahaha!

Lasy night i hung out with Vincent, Shik Wei and Song Leong. We went to The Mines for movie.
Transformers-2!!!! Owesome!!!! I damn love the Hero , Heroin and the Robots!!
Say cool to Optimus Prime!!

Good bye Bentong!!!

2009-06-27T09:44:00.000-07:00

I m going to leave Bentong....

Now, i am feeling a bit upset n worry because i don't know what i am going to face.
I felt thankful to jian keong because he really helped me a lot.

At night, i hung out with foong mei, soon yong, chuan jie, see mei, hui san and gao lao.
I had a golden moment and even made me feeling don't want to leave.
These days, i tried my best to enjoy all tasty foods in Bentong because i knew i ll sure miss Bentong'food when i m not around.

Hopefully, i ll be happy in university so that my homesick can be eased easily....

Happy~~~^@^^@^^@^

2009-06-26T11:29:00.000-07:00

In the afternoon, i had my lunch with yee kuan and bought 3 pairs of contex lens.

At night, i hung out with fong yi n yee kuan. Fong yi has bought a cake for yee kuan because this sunday is yee kuan birthday. Yesterday was Fong yi birthday too!!^^

We finished half of the cake n had a big glass of drink. We took a lot of beautiful pics^@^

tomorrow yee kuan is going to Penang.I wish her all the best n has a owesome journey!!

empty~~~

2009-06-25T10:54:00.001-07:00

The basketball field was empty...my heart was empty.....

Only the person besides of me knew my feelings...

I want to fill this new frame but its empty .....

Maybe we're trying

Trying too hard

Maybe we're torn apart

Maybe the timing is beating our hearts

We're empty

But its empty

Its empty

Thanks Mom!!^@^

2009-06-25T10:45:00.000-07:00

Finally i hv completed the medical check up and oso the banking stuffs!!!

Thanks Mom!!^@^ U really lend me a big hand!! I appreaciated it!!

haiz.......

2009-06-24T08:50:00.000-07:00

i still hv a lot of things have to complete!!! suck!!

Today was meaningless....

Now, i m going to bed...with my broken heart...

Am i not good enough??
Yes, i am...
I want someone regrets.....
upgrade, upgrade n upgrade!!!!

good to have friends!!^@^!!^@^!!

2009-06-23T10:52:00.000-07:00

In the afetrnoon, i ate tom yam with wai wan, yee kuan n kit zai..hehe

Afterthat wai wan, kit zai n me went to Deli choice to buy cake for yee kuan because her birthday is on this sunday.

We celebrated for her early because she is going to penang for training in the same day of her birthday. She was feeling sad n wrote 'no cake, no cards n no bear bear for my birthday' in msn.
So we tried our best to comfort her la!^^
She felt a bit surprise when we took out the cake,hahaha!!!
then we took a lot of pictures...she forced us to..hehe..cos she is crazy in taking pics.

recently i have made a lot of new friends espeacially in penang.
glad to made friends because friends always make me happy ^^

I would like to thank Shik Wei here because she really helped me a lot .
I was preparing for tertiary education n i was so blurred.
Today she helped me to fill up the PTPTN form because my laptop got some problems with the connection.Thanks alot!^^

is Falling in love so easy ??
isn't it??
Love at first sight is real or just the flower inside the mist??
i m confusing...
Distance is really a matter for lovers..Am i right ??
Love needs courage!!
Do u dare to take the risk??
...........

miserable d~a~y....

2009-06-22T10:49:00.000-07:00

GoDDam it! i hv passed the motor test bt i hv failed the car test!!!

What a big shame to me! I am not trying to find myself an excuse but i really seldom drive!
i admit my driving skills are terrible.

I was having a bad mood the whole afternoon....suck!! Man!! i dun hv much time 2 retake the test cos i m going 2 enter university!! In addition, i dare not to retake without practising...
HAiz....troublesome.....

At night, i was hanging out with yee kuan. Like always, we went to 'kampung perting lama' park to share our little secret n had some private talks^^hehe@@
After that i went to her house to see her photos n meanwhile she shared her experiences to me^^

sleepy~~~

2009-06-21T11:23:00.000-07:00

2day i m going to take the motor n car lecences test!!!

hopefully i can past both!^@^

New Life~UPM~^^

2009-06-20T11:24:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I knew that University Putra Malaysia ll be my next destination to futher my tertiary education.

I was a bit disappointed because UPM is quite far from the city. But I hv accepted the fate because UPM was surrounded by a lot of trees n flora, it is a good place to study with peace n nature far from the busy city. I think mosquito must be very active! kakaka! ^@^

Like it or lump it~~

The biggest problem to me is about roommates. I hope my roommates are easy to mix around so that my university’ life could be easier . I wish to hv some sweet memories n owesome experiences in the future…GOD BLESS ME!^@^

God bless me for everything! pls~

2009-06-18T10:57:00.000-07:00

sometimes we cannot only follow our feelings..

Maybe u think that it might be a good start for a relationship bt u messed up all the things in the end!

It was suck!

it teached me a lesson that we gotta follow the prosedure step by step n oso count in the right place, right time n right person..haiz..

sorry for talking bull shit~

the person who is viewing my blog nw must be very confusing, forgive me, i m just expressing my feeling..sometimes we have to!~

tomorrow i ll know which university i ll step in, hope myselves all the best!^@^ kakaka!
7 hours from now...heart beating~~~~~~

a lot of new friends^^

2009-06-17T09:49:00.000-07:00

happy to become a blogger n staying at home as a pig! kakaka!
i hv made alot of friends through friendster, facebook n oso keeping touch with my friends..hehe

a special friend i want to talk about here becos he was so special.hehe. Glad 2 know him cos he was quite similar with me n easy 2 chat with. i think we ll hv a good friendship! ^^i felt like sharing with him,bt i won't forget the old friends de.Miss u all! Muacks!

a msn msg i had held it for a long time cos i was seldom online in the past.i felt touching when i read the msg..it helped me to proved that when u gave your heart to your friends, in return, they can feel it n it won't be wasted.

i want to say thank you for lee hua, chui mei, shik wei, vincent yap n su han here.cos they gave me a memorable study week...thx..they made my study week became so easy to get over n i felt relax n stressless^^i had this feeling after i had been through the study week but not now.
i was happy to be with them n sadly we were becoming closed in the last week.

My friends! don't worry! i still remember kmph life n i ll lock it in my mind forever ! ^^

having a fun time in kl^@^

2009-06-16T09:08:00.000-07:00

i just came back from kl n was really tired.

i was having headache because of that fucking bus! screw it!

i stayed at my friend'house for 3 days one night..we went for..

green box n had 3 hours of exhausted singing..ah..satisfied..kakaka
watched movie<>
it was so scary..i was shivering when the movie ws rolling
its been a long time for me 2 watch a real scary movie, feeling excited!^^
finally , accompanied my friends<>went shopping was a tough task
it really tired me n i swore 2 mysely i ll try my best to avoid from shopping with girls hahaha!^^

what a boring day .....

2009-06-12T10:03:00.001-07:00

today was kinda boring, i had breakfast with chee yik in the morning.

i was staying at home all the afternoon..doing nth..

evening, i hung out with foong mei, kit zai, foong ling n wai san..foong mei recently was kinda hot-tempered...haiz..bt i knew that friend is supposed to be tolerated with each other, arguing among friends is suck! i hate it ! just let it be.

recently, i found out that i shouldnt only using my laptop 4 entertainment. I should use it wisely. so , i have decided to news n oso learning english through internet everyday.

i love english n i hope that i can have good command of english!^@^

we cannot deny that nowadays english is vital no matter 4 daily usage or buisness.
it is the key in communicating with different ppl all around the world!

what a happiest thing!^@^

2009-06-11T12:53:00.000-07:00

i finally hv created my blog ! what a happiest thing!

nw is almost 4 o clock bt i m still surrounded by exciting!

open a blog can let me express my feeling n oso get comments from everyone, i love it!

hopefully, my footprint can be kept in the blog...^@^